It's my 800 lb. gorilla in the room: reminiscing on missed opportunities, what could have been if X and Y happened to me, mentally screaming at myself for being painfully bad in social situations, and feeling trapped inside my own subconscious prison, still trying to find a way out, all the while listening to Coldplay, Death Cab, Radiohead, and the Garden State Soundtrack to try and emotionally numb myself.
Lather, rinse, repeat. A broken cycle of which I don't see any end to.
Maybe it's time that I see a shrink.
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